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terça-feira, 12 de junho de 2012

When I fall in love

I feel no need for anyone to my side, but sometimes I find myself wondering how it would be nice to have someone to share moments, create intimacy, power hugging, kissing, plan ahead, have a place to stay, let life happen, rest, I worry about how anyone will be with me, get angry, remember with fondness, longing cry and laugh with joy.
I even want someone part of my life, except that this is a romantic view of life so common in movies.
Create illusions about people not part of my life and love much worse, unfortunately I fell in love only once in my life, was the magical thing that happened, the whole world stopped and started the same way that ended. Only I've changed and life is still happening.
In more than two decades nothing was different in terms sentimental, had interests and passions not capable of overwhelming the world to stop, I was blown away with the nerves to the skin, a burning sensation throughout the body, but not nearly as I fell in love.
Maybe miss falling in love again, forget the rigor of my mind and let life happen, let the whole education received and given twelve years and fall in love again without fear of being happy.
Unfortunately it is not easy to leave the life course, always find myself trying to live as you like and not how it should be blocking everything and everyone around me, being independent and feeling protected, without danger of falling in love and not be matched.
It was a play I heard "love is you love, not who is loved" and may justify my desire to always want to just not looking for anything or anyone.

Provoking jealousy

In over three decades to make scene never happened because of me or me jealous.
Do not recall that anyone could fall for a type like mine, until now step through life without arousing passions overwhelming anyone. If there was something very platonic same. Not that it needed to live, so I'm alive and well today.
Recently happened to cause such a ceninha jealousy in most passionate lover, who pretended not to understand what was happening.
 I am not one of those lovers who loves to have that love to play in the end is worthy. No, I'm the type if you want to look good, you do not want Amen. Do not move the world and because of no funds. I've been accused of never having loved, because he loves kill or die for the loved one. I do not think love is this passionalidade all, believe in love that is built on being together, in friendship above all.
I was flattered with the subtlety of the scene, did not cause me jealous, then not wanting anything to ask something related to the episode and how no one is innocent may have noticed that has not gone unnoticed by my eyes.
These tired eyes did not lose a bid even mainly related to its owner.

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